. . . Annie! . . .It seems to me so long since I have written you that I feel condemned, and almost tremble lest you should have evil thoughts of [. . . .] Eddy.... But no, you will never doubt me under any circumstances--will you [. . . .] ? [. . . .] It seems to me that Fate is against our meeting again soon--but oh, we will not let distance diminish our affection, and by-and-by all will go right. Oh, Annie, in spite of so many worldly sorrows--in spite of all the trouble and misrepresentation (so hard to bear) that Poverty has entailed on me for so long a time--in spite of all this I am so--so happy to think that you really love me. If you had lived as long as I, you would understand fully what I mean. Indeed, indeed, Annie, there is nothing in this world worth living for except love--love not such as I once thought I felt for Mrs. but such as burns in my very soul for you--so pure--so unworldly--a love which would make all sacrifices for your sake. [I need not tell you, Annie, how great a burden is taken off my heart by my rupture with Mrs. W.; for I have fully made up my mind to break the engagement. . . . .]
Could I have accomplished what I wished, no sacrifice would have seemed to me too great, I felt so burning--so intensely passionate a longing to show you that I loved you [. . . .] Nothing would have deterred me from the match but--what I tell you. [. . . . ]
Write to me [. . . .] whenever you can spare time, if it be only a line [. . . .] I am beginning to do very well about money as my spirits improve, and soon--very soon, I hope, I shall be quite out of difficulty. You can't think how industrious I am. I am resolved to get rich--to triumph--for your sweet sake.... Kiss dear Sarah for me--tell her I will write to her soon--we talk so much about her. When you write tell me something about B[ardwell]. Has he gone to Richmond? or what is he doing? Oh, if I could only be of service to him in any way! Remember me to all--to your father and mother and dear little Caddy, and Mr. R. and Mr. C. And now good-by, my own dear sister Annie!
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